Michelle

Hey everyone! So being raised an only-child of a single-mom, I was constantly getting into things I probably shouldn’t have been. When my mom was at work (after i got home from school) I’d go through her things (starting around 13) looking for anything interesting (she smoked cigs at that time.. so I think that was my main objective). Anyway I can still vividly remember the day I found this black, nylon, I think it was a basque of some sort … possibly a type of shapewear. Anyway I had to put this thing on myself & as soon as I did it was like fireworks going off in my head.. that haven’t really stopped to this day. To further add to those extremely confusing early-teen years for me, I remember having dreams (one was even a wet dream) about some very very non-straight occurences (LOL). In these dreams I was typically tied up or otherwise restrained, and yeah.. older, larger men would do what they wanted to with me (Thinking back.. I don’t know how in the hell my 13-14 year old brain even conceived of this stuff.. I hadn’t really watched porn at that point, much less gay porn). Anyway. Most of you girls can relate to the effect the early-mid internet had on us… and it was a massive impact on me.. The access to erotic sissy stories, even CYOA sissy-feminization ‘games’ .. And then of course later we’ve gotten inundated with just insanely hot hypno’s, videos, and tg porn .. I’ve never been with another man. I’ve had a handful of girlfriends in the past. My most recent was my longest at 5 years, but it ended a few years ago & I’ve just been working/studying.. but mostly self-sissying (i work remote) since. The sissification fetish and my fantasies has come up regularly every year since my teens. There may be one or two years where I abstained for whatever reasons.. But yeah it’s a constant part of me.. no denying it. I had 1 ex-girlfriend who was mostly long-distance, but she was 100% in to my sissy-side and kinks .. Other ex’s I just never came directly out with it, or if I did they didn’t seem to really be interested. So.. that shows you it’s kind of a coin flip with Significant Other (women).